Ok. Here I go again. It has been a crazy year.
Eldest Daughter bought her first car (with a co-signer for the loan).
Youngest Daughter had six DKA (diabetic ketoacidosis) episodes, five of which ended up with hospitalization and one in the ICU, all in a seven month period.
Eldest Son turned 18 and is a Senior this year. Went to Italy with his AP class last spring, and just got back from Texas for his grandparents 50th Wedding anniversary.
Middle Son turned 15 just before Christmas. How did THAT happen?! His issue this year was his growth/teen hormones and a freakishly hot summer here, that had his seizure meds increased because he was having more seizures than normal. It's so hard to watch, because I have NO idea if he even knows what is happening. Other than that, his is still his happy-go-lucky self.
Youngest Son is just getting bigger, and as with most children in this day and age, we are concentrating on getting him "disconnected" from electronics. It was rough at first, but it is getting easier-ish.
Me? Trying to hold it all together. Not always succeeding, but trying. The BEST news for me this year was my sister and her husband moving back home from Arizona. YAY ME! her baddest (yes I
know the grammar is bad) news, was HER mom passing within the week of her returning home. At least we have that to support each other now. I KNOW what it is like to lose your mom, when she is one of your best friends. All I can do is hug her and tell her, her actions and feelings are normal.
I raised me some chickens. I LOVE MY CHICKENS. I have become that crazy chicken lady. They are so funny, fun and wonderful. The Ladies greet me every day, and will actually sit and let me and my family pet them.
I did go back to work for the last half of the year. I so love the ladies I work(ed) with. They are the best crew in the world, as far as I am concerned. BUT it isn't just me who thinks it either. We have customers who have to check our data packages that we send them, most of them DO NOT travel to any of their other suppliers, BUT DO come here to Washington, simply to be in the department, to partake of the camaraderie, true helpfulness and Thai Thursday's. These ladies are an
amazing group. And it shows.
My Hubby? Good. Loves his new job, He's been there a year now. It is SO nice to see him animated about work and not dreading the trek in, much less the work involved. He is VERY happy that we started playing our role playing games again. Friday Night Dungeons and Dragons is an absolute must with us and our friends now, Hubby is the DM (Dungeon Master). We sometimes revert to our 14 year old selves (ok most times) and the group is wonderful.
So this year I am no longer doing Facebook. I am trying to get away from Social Media. I am still on Pintrest (it is a good organizing tool), but NO FB. It sucks my time like no ones business. It isn't so much the looking at peoples profiles or anything like that, I have liked certain pages and end up looking at the links and articles. I can do that in a reading/blog program. Not to mention, the posts that just keep reappearing. After almost 10 years on FB, I think I have seen almost all of the fabulousness and idiocy I can handle at the moment.
I am going to go back to a simpler time in my life. Before all the media input outlets, and information overload. The constant bombardment takes a toll. I remember growing up on the farm. There was always something to do, time to rest and relax, read a good book, lay in the grass with the dog (or horse). Planting a garden. Talking to the animals.
The rhythm of farm life is slow and regimented to a degree. The animals NEED to be fed, watered, tended, looked at and loved. It's a quiet predictable life. I miss that deep in my soul. The Urban Chickens in my life have reminded me of that need.
2016
This is the year of ME. I am concentrating on myself this year. Getting my groove back. I am a caretaker by design, and I forgot someone I need to take care of. Myself. I am fat, anxious, depressed, unhealthy, unhappy and unfocused. I am no longer going to tolerate it. I cannot help anyone if I am in the hospital. I cannot change anything
except myself, my responses and my situations. So if I don't like something, I am either going to accept it for what it is (my response) or accept my beliefs and be true to myself (my situation) and walk away.
The younger me was happier and healthier and less involved in world connections (media). I didn't realize how MUCH I liked the old me.
That's it for the crazy right now.
Have a wonderful and crazy fun New Year.